_my love for you;

Friday, May 25, 2007

i'm not in an absolutely good mood recently ):
but not always :)
rahh

disappointed in you.
wo kan cuo le.
you don't appreciate it at all.
to think i even spent so much time on it.
why didn't you keep your promise?
you liar.

if i dont say it
it doesn't mean i don't think of it that way
if i don't show it
it doesn't mean i don't feel it
if i don't cry in front of you
it doesn't mean i don't cy behind your back
you just don't know.
and i don't think you'll ever know.

getting quite irritable nowadays
little minute stuff i dislike piss me off easily
but i shall just ren.
cos they ARE just "little minute stuff".

ok. i shall stop rambling about the unhappy stuff. cos they just make me unhappier. alright, shall write this post on a much brighter note :) feeling rather tired. so i shall write everything in point-form :D

last day of school today :) :) :) :) :)

i can't wait to go shopping :) :) :) :) :)

i am already in a born to shop kind of mood (:

sabbaticals this week was fun :)

maybe because it's related to biology :) :)

i like the UV beads :) :) :)

celebrated jiayin's birthday in advance this morning

:) :) :)

i think the chocolate cake we (shinyi jiahiu i) baked tasted good

but i'm not really sure about that portion jiayin ate.

HAHAHA.

sang lots of songs during lunch in class with the 5 of them and lifeng :)

xin guang, xing xing zhi huo, zen me ban, liang han bo yu zhu li ye,

tian shi, at the beginning, superstar etc etc

haha

CCA was okay.

was chit-chatting with shinyi while running

i was trying to train my stamina further

and i didnt feel tired at all! :) :) :)

yay

running with jiayin on thurs was fun

we decided to train our staminas

:) :) :)

so we sang while running 2.1km +++

and we could not really catch up with the song

cos it was too tiring

but most importantly,

i think we should memorise the lyrics first

HAHA

k. it's 12 am now. and there's a meeting tmr early in the morning. shall sleep now. i feel dehydrated AGAIN. grrr.

12:02 AM :)

Sunday, May 06, 2007

hey hey hey!

it's been sometime ever since i blogged here :) haha.

i have yet to recover from the shock. aunty lorna. the last time i met/talked to her was like 9 years or so ago? and she 'found' me on friendster recently? omg. i am so so so so so shocked. aunty lorna, aunty lorna. she was my cousin's maid when we were very young. she's nice..yearh. and i remembered that i was naughty then and called her aunty dougnut ONCE. yes, she was a maid...but she left a really deep impression on me.. i can still remember her smile, her long hair and somehow, her voice too. :) when i saw the friendster request, i stared right at the photo and my jaw dropped immediately!!! and "oh my god oh my god oh my god shit i want to scream" was running through my mind. aunty lorna aunty lorna, i'm really glad to hear from you :D hahaha.

today is a lucky day :)

okay. many many stuff happened last week. and i was too busy and lazy to blog about them. so i shall just sum them up here :)

Monday:
Combined sports meet with HCI and i was down with public duty. had a sore throat, so i didnt really cheer loudly. public duty was ok :) after CSM, jiahui eileen and i decided to help the 10 juniors to pick up rubbish and clear up the place. and that was when i got super super pissed. i hate it when people just keep talking and dont do anything... they just order people around. and we don't know why we are doing what we're told to do. so i was very angry and i was cursing silently under my breath. hah. and guess how much and what kind of rubbish we found.

after clearing up, we made our way back to school for a meeting. and i think around 6 girls approached me and said, "excuse me, she's (points to girl) feeling giddy." alright, i told the girl to sit down and started fanning her with a borrowed crumpled piece of paper. silence...... so i asked the girl if she wanted some water. she said no. so okay..i continued fanning while her friends looked on. jiahui came and so i asked jiahui to ask the girl again if she wants to have some water. and the girl wanted to drink now. then, silence again. and all of a sudden, the girl stood up, and her friend said, "come, i follow you back to the boarding school" and i was still holding on to that crumpled piece of paper while she stood up silently, without even looking at jiahui and i. and she just walked away with her friend as i returned that crumpled piece of paper to one of the girls. LIKE HELLO? are we invisible or what? it's not that i demand a thankyou from you or what, but how can you just leave like this? i mean, i never saw how she looked like cos she'd never looked at me at all during that 20minutes period! and you just walked away like after i had fanned you for 20minutes? HELLO? i was like super piss-er then before!

Tuesday:
went out to have bak kut tei with family.

Wednesday:
Math test.

Thursday:
2.4 run in the morning. had stomachache :( timing deproved.
did chem sia report.
studied for chinese exam.

Friday:
chinese exam. was sneezing throughout the whole exam. i think i sneezed more than like 50 times that day. haha.
had cca. and shinyi jiahui and i were told that we EMBARRASSED her. like huh? we did it for the safety of the cadets lor! you can't say that "if you didnt do anything wrong, why should you be so afraid that someone takes picture of you?" if you say that, does it mean that if you're on a bus and someone keeps taking pictures of you, you will ignore him or her? simply because "you didnt do anything wrong"? if your answer is yes, then fine. be prepared to see your own pictures being tampered with on some internet website anytime! if you see some suspicious stranger taking out her camera phone and snapping pictures of your cadets, won't you feel like worried? so are you now saying that it is wrong of us to report suspicious strangers we see in school to you? by doing so, you had to talk to her and thus we had embarrassed you??? fine, ______ is wrong, we know that. But how about the part of embarrassing you? wierd wierd wierd. this is so contradictory.

Saturday:
had meeting early in the morning. was feeling sleepy all the way. ahah. guess it's because i'm still sick bah. was down with flu, cough, sore throat and slight fever. sorry shinyi, that was why i was rather cold when you talked to me in the morning :(

:) this is a loong post! hahaha. i think few would have read till here. lol. oh yes. the "bad luck in laboratories" is still with me. :( i broke a beaker during phy prac on Fri. rahh.

11:32 PM :)