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Thursday, December 14, 2006

hello!

haven't been updating recently
i just didnt feel the need to
or was it that i didnt feel like i wanted to
i dont know
i'm feeling wierd now
a little down
i suddenly feel like i have missed and just fast-forwarded
a part of my life
i dont know
just feeling wierd
bleargh

Went out with jiayin today. Caught the horror movie "Cinderella". amusing. before the show, we both were discussing what movie to watch...using all kinds of methods our minds could think of. we voted, we cancelled out options, we even scissor-paper-stoned. haha. got cinderella in the end cos i won. stepped into the cinema late. there were only 2 other viewers in the hall! it's rather scary... took some time to find our seats. oh yes, we bought pocky and nachos and coke to eat =) was watching the Eragon trailer while waiting and i have a tinge of regret in me for rejecting the movie when jiayin asked me about it. haha. but ohwell... i can watch it next time. spilled some pieces of nachos on the floor before the show even started. lol. luckily we dont have to pick them up, haha, or history shall repeat itself! The movie was not really scary, of course, except for those hideous and gruesome parts. afterall, the remarks for this movie is "disturbing scenes". haha. jiayin was using her hand to cover ger eye and peek through it. haha. i was eating nachos and cquinting my eyes. and i was so embarrassed!!! becos... i was holding the nachos packet with cheese, and my eyes were tired from all that squinting. so i rested my eyes and open them wide. WIDE. and stared at the screen, a part of my mind was stupid enough to not remind me that i was staring at the scary part of the movie, though i could hear the music clearly. and BOOM! the scary part pop out and i jumped. with my nachos. so i could hear the crumbs hitting the base and sides of the nacho packet. i think some flew out too. ahh. so embarrassing. very loud somemore! jiayin was like giggling non-stop after that. haha. i seem to always have a problem with nachos. i either spill the nachos, or i drip the cheese onto myself. gah. i dripped the cheese onto myself this time round. =( forgot all about the drink, so we had more than half the cup full after the movie. Actually, i felt that the storyline was quite sad... it's not like other horror movies, where one person get murdered thus came back to revenge as a ghost. In this movie, it was about a ghost coming back for motherly and sibling love she was once deprived of and felt unjust of. Yes, of course the ghost came back for a little bit of revenge, but towards the ending, it was clear to us all that she was back to want the love she had always wanted, always yearned for but yet could not achieve. what makes me think is why the movie is titled Cinderella. Is it because the girl wanted to be beautiful and perfect like a princess in a fairytale (or was it even only a fantasy for her?) ? or is it because of her selfish mother? or perhaps because it has quite a happy ending for the girl? Or maybe because she had found the love she was deprived of when she was young till she's grown up, just like cinderella? i dont know... haha.

Then we shopped and shopped and played around in toy r us. haha. had a fun time squeezing the toys and hear them say faster!faster!, or seeing winnie the pooh turning its head with its tortise. we almost spoilt tigger..the one which can do cartwheels. jiayin went to squueze it, and we forgot that it was fastened to the package. so the machine in tigger was like... going to spoil. haha. there was also this double face double fun elmo and cookie monster giggling ball. so cute. haha. then we looked at princess' costumes..like snow white, jasmine, aurora, belle and ariel. we squished spongebob abd compalined that it eyes and mouth were printed and not sewn on. we saw children accessories and gloves and wondered if they would come into use for our prom night. we looked at kitchen sets and marvelled at all the plastic food(there was pizza delivery one!), telling each other how we didnt have them when we were young. LOL. came out of the shop emptyhanded but filled with laughters.

We looked for clothes. shops like mango, op, ip zone had discounts. but the long-sleeved jiayin chose in mango looked guaiguai somehow. we bought shirts at ip zone! haha. then we did window shopping at shops like serials, iora etc etc. were discussing which dresses were pretty. hahaha. didnt really buy much today. think we practically spent more on food instead. LOL

Took bus home after that. i saw jiayin in the bus in front of me!! i saw her sleeping! haha. i was actually sitting alone de..just like the electron according to hund's rule of multiplicity (isit? forgot le) then this man went to sit beside and he started sleeping. then his head kept bobbing up and down, front and back, left and right. i was so afraid that his head would collide into mine lah! heh.

boo. i'm really very tired right now. shall stop here. i'm left with 2 homework (LA). shall sleep now and try to do them tmr. goodnight! bye.

12:26 AM :)