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Thursday, December 14, 2006

YAY. went shopping today with my mom and sis and i bought a new nice bag =)
but for the rest of the time, i was in a really bad mood. rahh. shant talk abt it.

There's this stinky fried food smell drifting in the air around me. it's suffocating!!!

OH. i realised i didnt mention any single thing abt camp so far. haha. and i'm still itching all over. grrrrr. it's our last course this sunday. there're different feelings intertwined in me. haha. one part feels sad, cos afterall, we have been through all together. Also, this is our last course, and who knows when and where we're going to meet each other again. however, another part of me is feeling happy. cos i dont have to wake up so early every sunday morning! haha.

off we go in separate ways, but may the beautiful memories stay in our hearts forever. WE ARE THE KING!

CACTUS'06
Eileen
Shinyi
Xinyu
ME!
Claire
Charlene
Tong Ying
Sarah
Denise
Pak Meng
Mellisa
Jonathan
Min Thu
Ming Jun
Cheng Hui
Wei Liang
Fardila
Kelly
Kathlyn

i have not started studying for the theory test this sunday. bleargh. I SHALL STOP PROCRASTINATING! and start tmr (didnt i say that yesterday?) haha.

i was reading them just now and i thought about it. i'm starting to feel quite uncomfortable... like as if there's something missing in me, or something i ought to do but have not done so.

I could feel us drifting apart gradually.. one after another. how did it happen? is it even happening right now? confused. if only we were still the young innocent us, not knowing what lies ahead in our lives, only caring about today and tomorrow. At times like this, there's fear in me.
fear of losing what's close to me all these years.

9:03 PM :)