_my love for you;

Cactus! we are the king!!!

Sunday, December 17, 2006

It's the last NCO course today. haha.
and the last lunch we'd together. lol.
Steffi, Xinyu and i ordered udong and it seemed to take forever to come
heh. like kelly and cheng hui finshed eating le, and we're atill waiting for our udong
LOL. Then when it finally came, we hao3 xin1 want to help the uncle take the bowls out of the tray
then he went to say, " lai2, bu2 yao4 qiang3... uncle bang1 ni3 men2"
???
HAHA
we looked like we're so hungry that we're snatching the food meh? heh
funny
Then xinyu and i shared a glass of china's apple juice (direct translation)
and the uncle forgot that we ordered!
bleargh.
bad lunch day
in the end, the three of us had only like 5-7 minutes to finish up the food
Xinyu's no 1, i'm second, and steffi's 3rd!
haha

Theory exam was...
haix. this is what happened:
i did the questions,
wrote the answer on the qn paper,
then circle them qn by qn
then i filled in those that i didnt know how to do
then i checked the whole paper
then i changed 2 answers
looked at the clock
and checked the whole paper again
looked at the clock
and i started counting the no of circles i have drawn on the answer sheet
looked at the clock again
i started drawing:
i started to bold my name, then CACTUS, then the date on my answer sheet
and did the same on the qn paper
then i looked at the clock again
and checked my paper AGAIN
then i double checked if i circled the correct alphabets
then i felt sleepy
so i was half asleep
till mam told us to check the no of circles drawn
and so i checked again
and FINALLY,
they collected the scripts =)
checked my answers with xinyu
i've got like 7 mistakes
haha :p
provided that xinyu's answers are right
they should be right, right?
LOL

At the end of course,
went with denise, min thu and wei liang to meet mam
she was in the conference room
then wei liang knocked on the door very softly
no response
then min thu knocked harder
no response
then denise was like saying knock harder
then we knocked again, this time quite loudly
and everyone got freaked out by what to do next
that we were like scurrying to queue up at the back of each other
and we were like chasing each other's tail
LOL
and then mam came out
and we xia4 yi4 tiao4.
haha.
so funny.
and i didnt get the money back
hahaha

Walked to the MRT with Xinyu after that
took ONE candycane from charlene again
haha.
Laughed a lot while walking to the MRT station
train came but i missed it
too squeezy =/
so i waited for the next train
was leaning against the glass panel
and there was this big guy standing in front of me
then when the train came to a hault
his whole body jerked and he nearly fell
onto me
so scary!

Walked in the rain towards the bus interchange
smart me purposely left my umbrella at home
rahh
waited for the bus for a long time
and the rain was like being blown into the interchange
so i was drenched
=/

i did my report draft just now. yay. so happy. =D

bon voyage shinyi!
oh yes.
we were controlling our ___ since morning
haha
so amusing

HIGH- lighthouse family

when you're close to tears remember
someday it'll all be over
one day we're gonna get so high
though it's darker than december
what's ahead is a different colour
one day we gonna get so high

and at the end of the day
remember the days
when we were close to the end
and wonder, how we made it through the night
at the end of the day
we remember the way
we stayed so closed to the end
we'll remember it was me and you
cause we are gonna be forever you and me
you will always keep it flying high in the sky of love

dont you think it's time you started
doing what we always wanted
one day we gonna get so high
cause even the impossible
is easy when we got each other
one day we gonna get so high

and at the end of the day
we remember the days
when we were close to the end
and wonder, how we made it through the night
at the end of the day
we remember the way
we stayed so closed to the end
we'll remember it was me and you
cause we are gonna be forever you and me
you will always keep it flying high in the sky of love

cause we are gonna be forever you and me
you will always keep it flying high in the sky of love
and at the end of the day
we remember the days when we were close to the end
and wonder, how we made it through the night
at the end of the daywe remember the way
we stayed so closed to the end
we'll remember it was me and you
cause we are gonna be forever you and me
you will always keep it flying high in the sky of love

it's different when you it type it out compared to just copy and pasting =)

11:35 PM :)

go find it. again

Thursday, December 14, 2006

YAY. went shopping today with my mom and sis and i bought a new nice bag =)
but for the rest of the time, i was in a really bad mood. rahh. shant talk abt it.

There's this stinky fried food smell drifting in the air around me. it's suffocating!!!

OH. i realised i didnt mention any single thing abt camp so far. haha. and i'm still itching all over. grrrrr. it's our last course this sunday. there're different feelings intertwined in me. haha. one part feels sad, cos afterall, we have been through all together. Also, this is our last course, and who knows when and where we're going to meet each other again. however, another part of me is feeling happy. cos i dont have to wake up so early every sunday morning! haha.

off we go in separate ways, but may the beautiful memories stay in our hearts forever. WE ARE THE KING!

CACTUS'06
Eileen
Shinyi
Xinyu
ME!
Claire
Charlene
Tong Ying
Sarah
Denise
Pak Meng
Mellisa
Jonathan
Min Thu
Ming Jun
Cheng Hui
Wei Liang
Fardila
Kelly
Kathlyn

i have not started studying for the theory test this sunday. bleargh. I SHALL STOP PROCRASTINATING! and start tmr (didnt i say that yesterday?) haha.

i was reading them just now and i thought about it. i'm starting to feel quite uncomfortable... like as if there's something missing in me, or something i ought to do but have not done so.

I could feel us drifting apart gradually.. one after another. how did it happen? is it even happening right now? confused. if only we were still the young innocent us, not knowing what lies ahead in our lives, only caring about today and tomorrow. At times like this, there's fear in me.
fear of losing what's close to me all these years.

9:03 PM :)

green and brown

hello!

haven't been updating recently
i just didnt feel the need to
or was it that i didnt feel like i wanted to
i dont know
i'm feeling wierd now
a little down
i suddenly feel like i have missed and just fast-forwarded
a part of my life
i dont know
just feeling wierd
bleargh

Went out with jiayin today. Caught the horror movie "Cinderella". amusing. before the show, we both were discussing what movie to watch...using all kinds of methods our minds could think of. we voted, we cancelled out options, we even scissor-paper-stoned. haha. got cinderella in the end cos i won. stepped into the cinema late. there were only 2 other viewers in the hall! it's rather scary... took some time to find our seats. oh yes, we bought pocky and nachos and coke to eat =) was watching the Eragon trailer while waiting and i have a tinge of regret in me for rejecting the movie when jiayin asked me about it. haha. but ohwell... i can watch it next time. spilled some pieces of nachos on the floor before the show even started. lol. luckily we dont have to pick them up, haha, or history shall repeat itself! The movie was not really scary, of course, except for those hideous and gruesome parts. afterall, the remarks for this movie is "disturbing scenes". haha. jiayin was using her hand to cover ger eye and peek through it. haha. i was eating nachos and cquinting my eyes. and i was so embarrassed!!! becos... i was holding the nachos packet with cheese, and my eyes were tired from all that squinting. so i rested my eyes and open them wide. WIDE. and stared at the screen, a part of my mind was stupid enough to not remind me that i was staring at the scary part of the movie, though i could hear the music clearly. and BOOM! the scary part pop out and i jumped. with my nachos. so i could hear the crumbs hitting the base and sides of the nacho packet. i think some flew out too. ahh. so embarrassing. very loud somemore! jiayin was like giggling non-stop after that. haha. i seem to always have a problem with nachos. i either spill the nachos, or i drip the cheese onto myself. gah. i dripped the cheese onto myself this time round. =( forgot all about the drink, so we had more than half the cup full after the movie. Actually, i felt that the storyline was quite sad... it's not like other horror movies, where one person get murdered thus came back to revenge as a ghost. In this movie, it was about a ghost coming back for motherly and sibling love she was once deprived of and felt unjust of. Yes, of course the ghost came back for a little bit of revenge, but towards the ending, it was clear to us all that she was back to want the love she had always wanted, always yearned for but yet could not achieve. what makes me think is why the movie is titled Cinderella. Is it because the girl wanted to be beautiful and perfect like a princess in a fairytale (or was it even only a fantasy for her?) ? or is it because of her selfish mother? or perhaps because it has quite a happy ending for the girl? Or maybe because she had found the love she was deprived of when she was young till she's grown up, just like cinderella? i dont know... haha.

Then we shopped and shopped and played around in toy r us. haha. had a fun time squeezing the toys and hear them say faster!faster!, or seeing winnie the pooh turning its head with its tortise. we almost spoilt tigger..the one which can do cartwheels. jiayin went to squueze it, and we forgot that it was fastened to the package. so the machine in tigger was like... going to spoil. haha. there was also this double face double fun elmo and cookie monster giggling ball. so cute. haha. then we looked at princess' costumes..like snow white, jasmine, aurora, belle and ariel. we squished spongebob abd compalined that it eyes and mouth were printed and not sewn on. we saw children accessories and gloves and wondered if they would come into use for our prom night. we looked at kitchen sets and marvelled at all the plastic food(there was pizza delivery one!), telling each other how we didnt have them when we were young. LOL. came out of the shop emptyhanded but filled with laughters.

We looked for clothes. shops like mango, op, ip zone had discounts. but the long-sleeved jiayin chose in mango looked guaiguai somehow. we bought shirts at ip zone! haha. then we did window shopping at shops like serials, iora etc etc. were discussing which dresses were pretty. hahaha. didnt really buy much today. think we practically spent more on food instead. LOL

Took bus home after that. i saw jiayin in the bus in front of me!! i saw her sleeping! haha. i was actually sitting alone de..just like the electron according to hund's rule of multiplicity (isit? forgot le) then this man went to sit beside and he started sleeping. then his head kept bobbing up and down, front and back, left and right. i was so afraid that his head would collide into mine lah! heh.

boo. i'm really very tired right now. shall stop here. i'm left with 2 homework (LA). shall sleep now and try to do them tmr. goodnight! bye.

12:26 AM :)

camping

Thursday, December 07, 2006

Camp is tmr!!! There's this wierd wierd feeling inside me. It's a mixture of a bit of excitement and nervousness and worries. haix. and i haven't pack my bag yet. HAHA. shall pack later =)
will be back home next monday. and so i'll be missing "the ghost whisperer" =(
bleargh. i shall pack my bag NOW!

5:41 PM :)

Phantom of the opera <3

Phantom Of The Opera Phantom Of The Opera Lyrics

From the Play Christine:
In sleep he sang to me,
In dreams he came.
That voice which calls to me,
And speaks my name
And do I dream again?
For now I find,
The Phantom of the Opera is here, I
nside my mind

Phantom: Sing once again with me,
Our strange duet.
My power over you,
Grows stronger yet.
And though you turn from me,
To glance behind.
The Phantom of the Opera is there,
Inside your mind.

Christine:
Those who have seen your face,
Draw back in fear.
I am the mask you wear.

Phantom: It's me they hear.

Both: my/your spirit and my/your voice,
In one combined.
The Phantom of the Opera is here/there
Inside your/my mind

Offstage:
He's there,
the Phantom of the Opera!
Beware, The Phantom of The Opera!

Phantom:
In all your fantasies
you always knew that
man and mystery

Christine: Were both in you

Both:
and in this labyrinth
where night is blind
the Phantom of the opera is there/here
inside your/my mind

Phantom:
Sing my Angel of Music

Christine:
He's there,
The Phantom of the Opera!

Phantom: Sing!

Phantom: Sing for me!

Phantom: Sing my angel of music!

Phantom: SING FOR ME!

MASQUERADE!!!

Masquerade! /Paper faces on parade/Masquerade! /Hide your face so the world will never find you/Masquerade! /Every face a different shade/Masquerade! /Look around, there's another mask behind you. Flash of mauve/Splash of puce/Fool and king/Ghoul and goose/Green and black/Queen and priest/Trace of rouge/Face of beast/Faces!/Take your turn, take a ride/On the merry-go-round/in an inhuman race/Eye of gold/True is false/Who is who?/Curl of lip/Swirl of gown/Ace of hearts/Face of clown/Faces!/Drink it in, drink it up/Till you've drowned/In the light/In the sound/But who can name the face?

Masquerade! /Grinning yellows, spinning reds/Masquerade! /Take your fill, let the spectacle astound you/Masquerade! /Burning glances, turning heads/Masquerade!/Stop and stare at the sea of smiles around you/Masquerade!/Seething shadows breathing lies/Masquerade!/You can fool any friend who ever knew you/Masquerade!/Leering satyrs, peering eyes/Masquerade!/Run and hide, but a face will still pursue you.

The music of the night

Night-time sharpens,
heightens each sensation . . .
Darkness stirs andwakes imagination . . .
Silently the senses
abandon their defences . . .
Slowly, gently
night unfurls its splendour . . .
Grasp it, sense it
-tremulous and tender . . .
Turn your face away
from the garish light of day,
turn your thoughts away
from cold, unfeeling light
-and listen tothe music of the night . . .

Close your eyes
and surrender to your
darkest dreams!
Purge your thoughts
of the lifeyou knew before!
Close your eyes,
let your spirit
start to soar!
And you'll live
as you've never
lived before . . .

Softly, deftly,
music shall surround you . . .
Feel it, hear it,
closing in around you . . .
Open up your mind,
let your fantasies unwind,
in this darkness which
you know you cannot fight
-the darkness of
the music of the night . . .

Let your mindstart a journey through a
strange new world!
Leave all thoughts
of the world
you knew before!
Let your soul
Take you where you
long to be !
Only then
can you belongto me . . .

Floating, falling,
sweet intoxication!
Touch me, trust me
savour each sensation!
Let the dream begin,
let your darker side give into
the power of the music that I write -
the power of the music of the night . . .

5:31 PM :)