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Monday, July 03, 2006

funfair (1st July) was rather fun...but most of the time, i didnt have that mood to enjoy it. scooped balls of ice cream for hours. rested for only 30min??? siao one. now my whole right hand is swollen and hurting. cant hold my pen, cant hold my chopsticks, cant even stretch my hand. OUCH. and there's blister. An uncle offered to help me scoop, but he scooped for himself a bigger-than-normal-ice-cream-scoop. haha. tried the haunted house (brrr..brrr.pinksheep) with kaihui. was..awfully dark. and the kids kept asking me and kaihui whether we're real. like..HAHA. wasn't really frightened by the 'ghosts'...instead, me and kaihui kept asking them to shine the passage way for us cos we couldnt see at all. LOL. and the tunnels are unnoticable. kaihui and i were walking rounds till we asked a 'ghost' for directions. haha. walked along a dark narrow passageway..felt someone touched my ankle, so i ignored it. little kids behind were screaming like mad, "ahhh....someone touched me..someone touched me!" hahahahahah. so cute. and they went to take those lightsticks away...resulting in me and kaihui getting lost. overall...it wasnt really exciting. but i'm rather impressed by the 'ghosts' who can find their way through the darkness. kaihui went off after that to meet cousins. so me and jiayin went round the school together. sat metheoride twice. find it rather dizzy when it's spinning at ground level. and the pressure is super strong. felt like vomitting after the secong ride cos we ate this cheese-biscuit thing minutes before the ride. didnt feel well after that for the whole day. ohya, did body art with jiayin. we chose this nice heart thingy to draw on our arm. jiayin's one is silver. mine is purple. but the silver on it was smudged cos jiayin always accidentally rubbed it. haha. forgot about the popcorn chicken in the toilet. left it there and when we found it, we were too disgusted to eat it. cos the toilet stinks. haha. and i always seem to be unable to handle MILO well. always spill it on myself. sigh. went back to class...jiajun got pricked by cactuc. helped removeed the pricks wih shinyi, jiahui and shuhui. kaihui cant recognise her own hp ringtone. we ewre like sitting in class...then we heard the ringing. kaihui asked if it was mine, it wasnt. then i asked if it was hers. said it wasnt. then she suddenly remembered that it is hers. HAHA. went home bathed, then slept and went to grandma's hse. didnt have dinner cos i still felt like puking then. stayed in the room and played with cousins. baby cousin kept crying cos we always threaten him. muahaha. got slapped in the arm with a book by baby cousin. smacked his butt after that. and when he saw two cousins trying to prove their arm power by pushing each other in the opp direction, he said, "you all are bulls har? bullshit erh!". goodness. haha. babies seem to love green and purple balls. they hate white balls. dunno why. so weird. haha.

i know you are always going against me. i kept quiet. but that does not mean that i accept that kind of behavior. you know who you are. i'm not saying it. cos it is so so obvious. you know it deep in your heart.

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i fear the fear in me. the fear that always pull me down. all the way down.

6:40 AM :)