I know we quarrelled real hard these few days, because of many different matters..trival ones. important ones. there was even once i felt this hatred in me. i kept asking myself why this had happened, and whether it was my fault. whenever i think about it, i'll just break down. i don't know why i can't controll my emotions well these few days. i may appear as if i don't bother about anything. but deep inside, i am feeling the pain. the pain we inflicted on each other, ruthlessly. i cried when i confronted to you. i cried when i thought about it. i cried when the situation doesn't improve. i cried when i thought this would go on forever. we started this cold war. but when you smsed me just now to ask a question, my heart melted. i really hope that we, together, can remove this barrier between us. No matter what happens, i'll always love you, sister. and i really hope you can say the same thing to me someday.
2:29 AM :)