_my love for you;

cry the unhappiness away

Friday, July 29, 2005

i was thinking about it last night. And my vision blurred. i dun like it AT ALL. i am not perfect. no one is. you arent either. so please dont expect me to be perfect coz u arent perfect in the first place. you have no right to tell someone to do something when u cant even do it yourself. When i've tried my best, u accused me that i've not. You are not me, how do u know whether i had tried my best? i feel like shouting out how i feel, the pain inside me... but you will never understand. never. if you understood how i felt, you wouldnt do this to me. whether you believe it or not, i've tried my best. i am not perfect and i cant be perfect, but i'll try to be perfect. i'll try. i'll try. Everyone has their flaws in everything. some cant do that while you can. some can do this while you cant. But they each have other strong areas. Maybe, we should just try to improve ourselves slowly, bit by bit, cos u cant expect something to change to the better overnight or immediately.

sugar. i feel so feverish now.

1:49 PM :)