_my love for you;

bLo_Op bloop 0o0o0o0

Tuesday, April 26, 2005

We forgot to off two freaking fans when our class went for flag rising yesterday morning. argh. And, it was seen by our sharp-eyed teacher. Nothing escapes from her eyes..our flooded dustbin, our dirty floor, the dusty teacher's table and com, the untidy cabinets, the not-yet-cleared OM props, our shoes, our hair, our uniform, our nametag, our earsticks, blah blah blah. As a result, were punished--no fans for us for a whole week during her lesson. ARGH. i just hope someone will faint in class from the heat. i m so evil. muahaha. ONE WEEK= 7 DAYS= A LOT OF HER LESSON= A LOT OF SUFFERING. this is just like a suana, an oven, hell in reality. haha. wonder if the sweat glands will die. haha. i am so happy and bubbly today..dun noe y..maybe coz test over le ^^ , but got 2 more coming. :( ok, i gtg revise other test(s) le. sayonara. =)

6:26 AM :)

energy-less, according to shinyi's dictionary

Wednesday, April 20, 2005

Today recess no energy left...cos morning lao1 sai4 a lot, din eat breakfast, had PE for first lesson, then dance for second lesson. tiring. Today PE very fun! As usual,run three rounds (without stopping.heehee) , played softballball...i scored a homerun for the three bases game!!yay! Shinyi also.. :) So funny...cos my grp's base very near to jia hui's grp's base, then when jia hui played, she mistaken that our base is her base..haha. In the end, she lost. The opponent so bad...should let her win marh... :P Dance was ok..just that they very fast, cant catch up at some points. Wonder if we could finish in time...sigh. During recess, me and jia hui ran all the way to class..we're the first..and we quickly signed up for sabbaticals..jia hui signed in first, so she register le..then i signed out hers and signed in mine, but the workspace busy le..sigh. Luckily, we did it somewhere during IT lesson and lucky me and shinyi managed to get it ( we're the last 3 available!!!) :) yay. gtg le. hafta study chi test, geog quiz, sci test. sigh. study study study. cant wait for the weekends.

i lurve patrick! so cute and adorable (isit the same?)

6:36 PM :)

半獸人

半獸人
詞:方文山曲:周杰倫編曲：林邁可

再也沒有純白的靈魂
自人類墮落為半獸人
我開始使用第一人稱
記錄眼前所有的發生
嗜血森林醒來的早晨
任何侵略都成為可能
我用古老的咒語重溫
吟唱靈魂序曲尋根
面對魔界的邪吻不被污染的轉身
維持純白的象徵然後還原為人
讓我們半獸人的靈魂翻滾
收起殘忍回憶獸化的過程
讓我們半獸人的眼神單純
而非貪婪著永恆只對暴力忠誠
讓我們半獸人的靈魂翻滾
停止忿恨永無止盡的戰爭
讓我們半獸人的靈魂單純
對遠古存在的神用謙卑的身份
Repeat once
淚沸騰風異常的冰冷
馬蹄聲讓人睡不安穩
我在等靈魂序曲完成
帶領族人寫下祈禱文
那城鎮無謂的在犧牲
戰火焚祭壇開始下沉
我在等覺悟後的族人
往南方大地重新開墾

6:01 PM :)

爸我回來了

爸我回來了
詞/曲：周杰倫

我聽說通常在戰爭後就會換來和平
為什麼看到我的爸爸一直打我媽媽
就因為喝醉酒他就能拿我媽出氣
我真的看不下去以為我較細漢
從小到大只有媽媽的溫暖為什麼我爸爸那麼兇
如果真的我有一雙翅膀二雙翅膀隨時出發
偷偷出發我一定帶我媽走從前的教育
別人的家庭別人的爸爸種種的暴力因素一定都會有原因
但是呢媽跟我都沒有錯虧我叫你一聲爸~爸我回來了
不要再這樣打我媽媽
我說的話你甘會聽?
不要再這樣打我媽媽
難道你手不會痛嗎?
其實我回家就想要阻止一切讓家庭回到過去甜甜
溫馨的歡樂香味雖然這是我編造出來的事實
有點諷刺有點酸性但它確在這快樂社會發生產生共鳴
產生共鳴來阻止一切暴力眼淚隨著音符吸入血液情緒
從小到大你叫我學習你把你當榜樣好多的假像
媽媽常說乖~~聽你爸的話你叫我怎麼跟你像~~
不要再這樣打我媽媽
我說的話你甘會聽?
不要再這樣打我媽媽
難道你手不會痛嗎?
12345678 12345678
我叫你爸你打我媽這樣對嗎幹嘛這樣
何必讓酒牽鼻子走~瞎~說都說不聽聽
痛是我們在痛痛

5:58 PM :)

depressed -_-

Monday, April 18, 2005

i am so very depressed yesterday...my beloved track shoes. sob. Thankeuit papa and mummy for being so understanding, for knowing how to react when i feel sad, when i cry... thanks.

Very depressed...very tired...very headache-d...sigh. Slept quite late yesterday.. papa and mummy went to bring us out for dinner and then see the aeroplanes at changi airport take off and land. I was of course at some moments very happy, but definitely depressed for the overall. It is killing me..bit by bit, tearing me apart...can i take it? i dunno...i realli dunno. How i wish the aeroplanes would take my unhappiness away when it take off and bring to me happiness when it lands...if only.

5:28 PM :)

happie mee

Friday, April 15, 2005

I am so happie today. Everything seemed to be perfect! =) Jia Hui, Shin Yi, thankeuit for the prezzies! Hope you will like mine too cos i worked on them till midnight last night...i am always last minute. For those friends out there, I want you to know that no matter what, you all will alwaysl hold a place in my heart. :) Ohya..my mummy bought me the patrick star soft toy today after searching almost all shopping centres in Singapore..i am soo touched by her love. MUMMY I LOVE YOU! muack muack muack. gtg do some homework now cos tmr maybe will have not much time to do cos of com team competition... all the best to them!

"A friend is one that ignores your broken down gate and admires your garden" -- Audrey Robert. hApPiE InTeRnAtIoNaL FrIeNdShIp DaY!

9:09 PM :)

headache...argh

Thursday, April 14, 2005

Have migraine headache AGAIN... been having migraine since Sunday!!! ARGH... is it stress? is it because of Chemistry? I found that i cant catch up during Chem lessons...cant absorb anything and before i know it, the teacher had gone on to talk abt another thing... I WANT BIOLOGY BACK! bio is soo fun... >_<

CIP today with the TCIL people..quite fun lah. But i felt so uneasy when a guy kept taking photos of me and my frenz doing nan zhong quan..when a guy kept loking at my frenz' PE shorts...when i suddenly realised i was being watched by a guy...when i was smiling and suddenly realised a woman who was also smiling was staring at me, and her eyes are so scary, like very evil like that. I feel so sorry when i saw some of those people cant bend their arms or legs properly when doing nan zhong quan... but i find that i have quite a lot of patience when teaching them..haha. :D

* You may not realise that people had already see thru the mask you have been wearing all the while. YoU aRe A hYpOcRiTe... without knowing it yrself

7:49 PM :)

Wednesday, April 13, 2005

Having a migraine headache recently...dunno why. :(
Me, ShinYi, JiaHui, JiaChin, YongJi, XinNi composed a poem for tsunami victims few days ago(last friday) ..here it goes:

mumy, daddy where are you
why'd you die in the ocean blue
why'd you leave me alone to left
to piece my world back using glue

my heart is scarred, my wounds are deep
memories of you are for me to keep
becos of you i'm living strong
to live the world without you along

be my candle, be my light
guide me through the silent night
mummy, daddy come back please
give me back my goodnight kiss
--By A Little Girl (tsunami victim)

Me, shinyi and jia hui went to make it into a song and it sounds really nice! Shinyi, jiahui hor?

5:59 PM :)

lalala ^^

Thursday, April 07, 2005

We had maths lesson today. Teacher went thru the lesson so quickly like a too-too train... Shin Yi and me ( Jia Hui, are you included?) were like rushing thru all the maths questions, trying to get the correct answer and at the same time listening to the maths lesson. :( Then teacher went to ask me, then shin yi, then jia hui maths questions. so wierd...like she punishing three of us like that..haha.
During History lesson, Mr Mackintosh said that during the japanese occupation, the japanese stuck chopsticks into people's ears...eek. Me and shin yi thought of the same thing, we thought of a scene, where the japanese soldiers took the chopsticks out of the person's ears, it was like yellowish-orangey and sticky(ear wax), then they mistaken it for malt candy (isit correct? in chinese is mai4 ya2 tang2) and they went to lick it...haha. Jia Hui said me and shin yi are the happy tree friends..so sick, so digusting, so cruel and so scary. lolx.
I realised my upper right hand joint is injured. During footdrill when i march, it was quite painful...maybe it is becos of that day's incident, cos after that, the joint also very painful. i think i have joint problem. :(

5:00 PM :)

happie ^^

Wednesday, April 06, 2005

Woke up very happily today, though i'm sleepy. Went to school happily also, and while i was approaching the stairs, i accidentally kicked something hard, i thought it was a rock...but when i looked down, IT WAS A SNAIL! yuck. poor snail, got kicked by me, but at least it did not die. :P When i went down for recess, i saw the poor snail...crushed by people..shattered shell pieces..gluey body sticking out. ><
PE was fun today.. played with 1/6 captain's ball. we won. cos we are taller. haha. Saw Haidee, but she didnt recognise me, i guess she would never know i am her angel, cos i pretended i wasnt her angel when i met/tok to her. She shouldnt tie her hair up, she looked cutier with short hair, like shin yi. :)
Recess went to the tyre swing with jia hui and shin yi. Didnt want to sit on the swing, so i helped shin yi to "fly". Swung her very very very high that the packet of french fries in her hands almost flung out. Volunteered to help her hold the french fries, but accidentally dropped it onto the grass thru the process of passing. Luckily no french fries dropped out. Phew.
Room duty was ok, just that the room, especially the bed was very messy. So took quite long to tidy them.
Conclusion: I am happy today! :D

6:06 PM :)